Sikhism·Siree Raag·Ashtapadee 12
Verse 3 of 9

Leaving Home, Climbing Mountains, Finding Nothing

ਭੂਲੀ ਫਿਰੈ ਦਿਸੰਤਰੀ ਭੂਲੀ ਗ੍ਰਿਹੁ ਤਜਿ ਜਾਇ ॥
bhoolee firai disantree bhoolee garihu taj jaa-ay.
The deceived bride wanders around in foreign lands; she leaves, and abandons her own home.
ਭੂਲੀ ਡੂੰਗਰਿ ਥਲਿ ਚੜੈ ਭਰਮੈ ਮਨੁ ਡੋਲਾਇ ॥
bhoolee doongar thal charhai bharmai man dolaa-ay.
Deceived, she climbs the plateaus and mountains; her mind wavers in doubt.
ਧੁਰਹੁ ਵਿਛੁੰਨੀ ਕਿਉ ਮਿਲੈ ਗਰਬਿ ਮੁਠੀ ਬਿਲਲਾਇ ॥੨॥
Dharahu vichhunnee ki-o milai garab muthee billaa-ay. ||2||
Separated from the Primal Being, how can she meet with Him again? Plundered by pride, she cries out and bewails. ||2||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

Deceived, the bride wanders to foreign lands — she leaves her own home behind.

She climbs mountains, crosses plateaus, while her mind trembles with doubt.

Separated from the very source of her being, how can she find her way back? Plundered by pride, she cries out.

Pride sends the bride to climb mountains in foreign lands — while the Husband she was looking for was in her own home.
The deeper layer

Bhoolee firai disantree — deceived, she wanders in foreign lands (disantree — across distant regions, far from home). The soul that has lost the divine has also lost its home; it wanders in what is foreign and strange. The foreignness is not geographical — it is the foreignness of ego-directed life, which is always somehow not quite where you belong.

Bhoolee doongar thal charhai — she climbs the plateaus and mountains, deceived. This image responds directly to the broader Siree Raag challenge: the soul that searches for God in forests, mountains, and pilgrimages is going in the wrong direction. The mountain is not where the divine lives. The home is. Every step up the mountain is a step away from the Husband who lives within the home.

Dharahu vichhunnee ki-o milai, garab muthee billaa-ay — separated from the Primal Being (dharahu — from the beginning, from the source), how can she meet? Plundered by pride (garab), she cries and bewails.

Garab (pride, arrogance) is identified as the plunderer — not Maya alone, but the pride within the bride that made her leave home, made her climb the mountains instead of looking within. Pride was the original error — the conviction that she could find what she needed through her own effort and direction — and now she suffers its consequence.

A Question to Sit With

When have you gone far afield looking for something that was already close — and what made it hard to see what was right there?

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa·How we use AI

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