Sikhism·Siree Raag·Ashtapadee 29
Verse 7 of 22

I Am a Sacrifice to You

ਹਉ ਵਾਰੀ ਘੁੰਮਾ ਜਾਵਦਾ ॥
ha-o vaaree ghummaa jaavdaa.
I am a sacrifice, a sacrifice to You.
ਇਕ ਸਾਹਾ ਤੁਧੁ ਧਿਆਇਦਾ ॥
ik saahaa tuDh Dhi-aa-idaa.
I meditate on You continually.
ਉਜੜੁ ਥੇਹੁ ਵਸਾਇਓ ਹਉ ਤੁਧ ਵਿਟਹੁ ਕੁਰਬਾਣੁ ਜੀਉ ॥੬॥
ujarh thayhu vasaa-i-o ha-o tuDh vitahu kurbaan jee-o. ||6||
The village was in ruins, but You have re-populated it. I am a sacrifice to You. ||6||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

I am a sacrifice — a sacrifice — to You.

I meditate on You continually.

The village was in ruins — but You have re-populated it. I am a sacrifice to You.

The village of my inner life was in ruins — You re-populated it; I am a sacrifice, a sacrifice to You.
The deeper layer

Kurbaan kurbaan jaa-ee — I am a sacrifice (kurbaan), a sacrifice, to You. The doubling intensifies: not once but twice, the full offering of self. Kurbaan appears across these ashtapadees as the seal of complete devotion — in Shabad 127 it was "I am a sacrifice to the True Guru," and here it is the response to what the divine has done: re-populated the ruined village.

Ghar-i ugarhaa-i-aa — the village (ghar-i — the home, the body-village) was in ruins (ugarhaa-i-aa — deserted, desolate, empty). Before the divine's intervention: the village the soul inhabits was deserted. This is the condition of the soul before grace — the inner life a ruin. After: vasiaa — populated, inhabited. The divine re-populates what was empty.

What populates the ruined village? The Lord Himself, through the Guru's grace and the Name. The five farm-hands at work in Pauri5 — now they are employed in a village that has been restored. The shift from ruin to fullness is entirely the Lord's action: toon-ai phir-i vasaa-i-aa — You have re-inhabited it. The divine re-settling of the interior life.

A Question to Sit With

What part of your inner life has felt like a ruin — neglected, empty, deserted — and what began to restore it?

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