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The One Was Your Own Self All Along

ਢਢਾ ਢਿਗ ਢੂਢਹਿ ਕਤ ਆਨਾ ॥
dhadhaa dhig dhoodheh kat aanaa.
DHADHA: Why do you search in other directions?
ਢੂਢਤ ਹੀ ਢਹਿ ਗਏ ਪਰਾਨਾ ॥
dhoodhat hee dheh ga-ay paraanaa.
Searching for Him like this, the breath of life runs out.
ਚੜਿ ਸੁਮੇਰਿ ਢੂਢਿ ਜਬ ਆਵਾ ॥
charh sumayr dhoodh jab aavaa.
When I returned after climbing the mountain,
ਜਿਹ ਗੜੁ ਗੜਿਓ ਸੁ ਗੜ ਮਹਿ ਪਾਵਾ ॥੨੦॥
jih garh garhi-o so garh meh paavaa. ||20||
I found Him in the fortress - the fortress which He Himself made. ||20||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

**Dh** — why go searching all over the place, off in every direction, when what you're looking for isn't out there?

You could spend your whole life running around outside and still come up empty. So I climbed the highest mountain looking — and when I came back down, I found the One right there in the fortress. And the fortress was my own self, built by the One all along. I'd been living inside the answer.

You can search the world over, but the One was inside you — your own self — the whole time.
The deeper layer

The letter Dhadha. Kabir mocks — gently, at himself — the outward search: dhig dhoodheh kat aanaa, “why search in other directions?” The warning dhoodhat hee dheh ga-ay paraanaa — you could exhaust a whole life searching outside — is memento not as fear but as urgency to turn inward now. The mountain-climbing image (charh sumayr) is the grand spiritual quest to far-off places; the punchline is that on returning he finds the One in the garh — the fortress — jih garh garhi-o, the very fortress the One built, which is the seeker's own body-and-being. The whole outward journey circles home. It rhymes with the earlier “found Him near myself.”

A Question to Sit With

If the thing you most want to find is inside you, what's one way you could look inward instead of outward?

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