Sikhism·Raag Aasaa·Shabad 334
Verse 4 of 4

Admitting You Can't Do It Alone Is the Doorway

ਚਿਤਵਉ ਚਿਤ ਨਾਥ ਚਿਤਵਉ ਚਿਤ ਨਾਥ ਹੇ ਰਖਿ ਲੇਵਹੁ ਸਰਣਿ ਅਨਾਥ ਹੇ ਮਿਲੁ ਚਾਉ ਚਾਈਲੇ ਪ੍ਰਾਨ ॥
chitva-o chit naath chitva-o chit naath hay rakh layvhu saran anaath hay mil chaa-o chaa-eelay paraan.
I focus my consciousness on the Lord - I focus my consciousness upon the Lord; I am helpless - please, keep me under Your Protection. I yearn to meet You, my soul hungers for You.
ਸੁੰਦਰ ਤਨ ਧਿਆਨ ਸੁੰਦਰ ਤਨ ਧਿਆਨ ਹੇ ਮਨੁ ਲੁਬਧ ਗੋਪਾਲ ਗਿਆਨ ਹੇ ਜਾਚਿਕ ਜਨ ਰਾਖਤ ਮਾਨ ॥
sundar tan Dhi-aan sundar tan Dhi-aan hay man lubaDh gopaal gi-aan hay jaachik jan raakhat maan.
I meditate on Your beautiful body - I meditate on Your beautiful body; my mind is fascinated by Your spiritual wisdom, O Lord of the world. Please, preserve the honor of Your humble servants and beggars.
ਪ੍ਰਭ ਮਾਨ ਪੂਰਨ ਦੁਖ ਬਿਦੀਰਨ ਸਗਲ ਇਛ ਪੁਜੰਤੀਆ ॥
parabh maan pooran dukh bideeran sagal ichh pujantee-aa.
God bestows perfect honor and destroys pain; He has fulfilled all my desires.
ਹਰਿ ਕੰਠਿ ਲਾਗੇ ਦਿਨ ਸਭਾਗੇ ਮਿਲਿ ਨਾਹ ਸੇਜ ਸੋਹੰਤੀਆ ॥
har kanth laagay din sabhaagay mil naah sayj suhantee-aa.
How very blessed was that day when the Lord embraced me; meeting my Husband Lord, my bed was beautified.
ਪ੍ਰਭ ਦ੍ਰਿਸਟਿ ਧਾਰੀ ਮਿਲੇ ਮੁਰਾਰੀ ਸਗਲ ਕਲਮਲ ਭਏ ਹਾਨ ॥
parabh darisat Dhaaree milay muraaree sagal kalmal bha-ay haan.
When God granted His Grace and met me, all my sins were erased.
ਬਿਨਵੰਤਿ ਨਾਨਕ ਮੇਰੀ ਆਸ ਪੂਰਨ ਮਿਲੇ ਸ੍ਰੀਧਰ ਗੁਣ ਨਿਧਾਨ ॥੪॥੧॥੧੪॥
binvant naanak mayree aas pooran milay sareeDhar gun niDhaan. ||4||1||14||
Prays Nanak, my hopes are fulfilled; I have met the Lord, the Lord of Lakshmi, the treasure of excellence. ||4||1||14||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

I turn my whole heart toward You and admit I can't do this alone — please keep me close; I'm so hungry to meet You.

And oh, how blessed the day You finally held me — every ache vanished, and my hopes all came true at last.

Admitting you can't do it alone is the doorway — and the hungry, honest heart is met and held at last.
The deeper layer

The Chhant closes where so much of the raag closes — in helpless, happy surrender resolved into meeting. I am helpless — please keep me under Your protection; my soul hungers for You. The honesty of I can't do this alone is not weakness here; it's the doorway. And then the joy of arrival: how blessed was the day the One embraced me — every ache vanished, all my hopes fulfilled. The whole Chhant — the wall of Maya, the fish and the deer and the rainbird, the folded hands, the 'take me by the arm' — resolves into this embrace. All the longing was worth it; the hungry heart is met and held, and the aching stops. This closes the long run of Guru Arjan's Aasaa Chhants on a note of fulfilled love.

A Question to Sit With

What does it feel like when something you longed and waited for finally, truly happens?

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