Sikhism·Raag Aasaa·Shabad 359
Verse 2 of 4

What You Long For Is Inside; Forgetting Fogged It

ਮੇਰੀ ਮਤਿ ਬਉਰੀ ਮੈ ਰਾਮੁ ਬਿਸਾਰਿਓ ਕਿਨ ਬਿਧਿ ਰਹਨਿ ਰਹਉ ਰੇ ॥
mayree mat ba-uree mai raam bisaari-o kin biDh rahan raha-o ray.
My mind has gone insane, since I forgot the Lord. How can I lead a virtuous lifestyle?
ਸੇਜੈ ਰਮਤੁ ਨੈਨ ਨਹੀ ਪੇਖਉ ਇਹੁ ਦੁਖੁ ਕਾ ਸਉ ਕਹਉ ਰੇ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥
sayjai ramat nain nahee paykha-o ih dukh kaa sa-o kaha-o ray. ||1|| rahaa-o.
He rests in the bed of my mind, but I cannot see Him with my eyes. Unto whom should I tell my sufferings? ||1||Pause||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

My mind feels lost and unsteady ever since I forgot the One — how can I live well like this?

The One is right here, resting in my own heart, yet I can't see it. Who can I even tell how much that aches?

Sometimes what you long for is right inside you — but forgetting has fogged your ability to feel it.
The deeper layer

This one says the trouble started when Kabir forgot the One.

This is the rahaa-o line, the "pause" line. It is the center of the whole song. Mayree mat ba-uree mai raam bisaari-o — my mind has gone wild, since I forgot the Lord. When the link to the One is lost, the house of feelings falls into a mess. The troublesome ones take over.

Then Kabir names a sharp ache. The One rests in the bed of his own heart. Yet his eyes cannot see Him. The Beloved is right here, closer than close, and still he cannot feel it.

It is like looking everywhere for your glasses while they sit on your head. What you want is not far away. Forgetting has only fogged the seeing. Saying that ache out loud, honestly, is already the first step back.

A Question to Sit With

Have you ever felt that something good was close by, but you just couldn't feel it in the moment?

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