Sikhism·Raag Devgandhaari·Shabad 3
Verse 2 of 3

O my mind, chant the Name of the Lord, Har, Har, Har.

ਹਉ ਫਿਰਉ ਦਿਵਾਨੀ ਆਵਲ ਬਾਵਲ ਤਿਸੁ ਕਾਰਣਿ ਹਰਿ ਢੋਲੀਐ ॥
hau firau dhivaanee aaval baaval tis kaaran har ddoleeaai ||
I wander around here and there, like a madman, bewildered, seeking out my Darling Lord.
ਕੋਈ ਮੇਲੈ ਮੇਰਾ ਪ੍ਰੀਤਮੁ ਪਿਆਰਾ ਹਮ ਤਿਸ ਕੀ ਗੁਲ ਗੋਲੀਐ ॥੧॥
koiee melai meraa preetam piaaraa ham tis kee gul goleeaai ||1||
I shall be the slave of the slave of whoever unites me with my Darling Beloved. ||1||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

I wander here and there like someone half-mad, dazed, searching everywhere for my darling One.

I would gladly be the servant of the servant of anyone who could bring me to my Beloved.

The ache of wanting something real isn't a problem — it's the very thing pulling you toward it.
The deeper layer

This verse is all longing — the sweet, aching restlessness the tradition calls viraha. The seeker wanders "like a madman," and there is no embarrassment in it; the longing itself is honored. Then the beautiful humility: "I would be the servant of the servant of anyone who could unite me with my Beloved." Daasan daas — the slave of the slave — is not self-hatred. It is what love actually feels like: you would gladly serve anyone who brings you closer to the one you love. The intensity of the wanting is not a problem to fix; it is the engine pulling the soul home.

A Question to Sit With

Have you ever wanted something so much you'd do anything, even something humble, to reach it?

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