Sikhism·Raag Devgandhaari·Shabad 30
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I offer my prayer to my True Guru.

ਅਪੁਨੇ ਸਤਿਗੁਰ ਪਹਿ ਬਿਨਉ ਕਹਿਆ ॥
apune satigur peh binau kahiaa ||
I offer my prayer to my True Guru.
ਭਏ ਕ੍ਰਿਪਾਲ ਦਇਆਲ ਦੁਖ ਭੰਜਨ ਮੇਰਾ ਸਗਲ ਅੰਦੇਸਰਾ ਗਇਆ ॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥
bhe kirapaal dhiaal dhukh bha(n)jan meraa sagal a(n)dhesaraa giaa || rahaau ||
The Destroyer of distress has become kind and merciful, and all my anxiety is over. ||Pause||
ਹਮ ਪਾਪੀ ਪਾਖੰਡੀ ਲੋਭੀ ਹਮਰਾ ਗੁਨੁ ਅਵਗੁਨੁ ਸਭੁ ਸਹਿਆ ॥
ham paapee paakha(n)ddee lobhee hamaraa gun avagun sabh sahiaa ||
I am a sinner, hypocritical and greedy, but still, He puts up with all of my merits and demerits.
ਕਰੁ ਮਸਤਕਿ ਧਾਰਿ ਸਾਜਿ ਨਿਵਾਜੇ ਮੁਏ ਦੁਸਟ ਜੋ ਖਇਆ ॥੧॥
kar masatak dhaar saaj nivaaje mue dhusaT jo khiaa ||1||
Placing His hand on my forehead, He has exalted me. The wicked ones who wanted to destroy me have been killed. ||1||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

I offer my prayer to my true teacher.

The One who ends distress has become kind and merciful, and all my worry is over.

I am full of faults — hypocritical, greedy — and still it bears with all my merits and demerits.

Laying its hand on my forehead, it lifted me up. The wicked things that wanted to destroy me have been killed.

You can be completely honest about your faults and still be completely sure you're loved — because you're held not for being perfect, but by a kindness that bears with all of it.
The deeper layer

This verse holds together two things we usually keep apart: a completely honest inventory of one's faults ("hypocritical, greedy") and a total confidence of being loved anyway. The One "puts up with all my merits and demerits" — both columns of the ledger, held with the same patience. Then the parent-gesture again: "placing its hand on my forehead" — the blessing touch, the way you'd steady and reassure a child. And "the wicked ones who wanted to destroy me have been killed" is best read inwardly: the destructive forces were the passions and self-hatreds that would have wrecked him from within, and grace disarmed them. You are held not because you're faultless, but despite your faults, by a hand laid gently on your head.

A Question to Sit With

Can you admit your faults honestly without feeling unlovable? What makes that possible?

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