Sikhism·Raag Jaitsree·Shabad 29
Verse 2 of 8

We Hide Our Failings From the One Closer Than Breath

ਛੰਤੁ ॥
chhant.
Chhant:
ਜਿਉ ਜਾਨਹੁ ਤਿਉ ਰਾਖੁ ਹਰਿ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਤੇਰਿਆ ॥
ji-o jaanhu ti-o raakh har parabh tayri-aa.
Save me, any way You can; O Lord God, I am Yours.
ਕੇਤੇ ਗਨਉ ਅਸੰਖ ਅਵਗਣ ਮੇਰਿਆ ॥
kaytay gan-o asaNkh avgan mayri-aa.
My demerits are uncountable; how many of them should I count?
ਅਸੰਖ ਅਵਗਣ ਖਤੇ ਫੇਰੇ ਨਿਤਪ੍ਰਤਿ ਸਦ ਭੂਲੀਐ ॥
asaNkh avgan khatay fayray nitparat sad bhoolee-ai.
The sins and crimes I committed are countless; day by day, I continually make mistakes.
ਮੋਹ ਮਗਨ ਬਿਕਰਾਲ ਮਾਇਆ ਤਉ ਪ੍ਰਸਾਦੀ ਘੂਲੀਐ ॥
moh magan bikraal maa-i-aa ta-o parsaadee ghoolee-ai.
I am intoxicated by emotional attachment to Maya, the treacherous one; by Your Grace alone can I be saved.
ਲੂਕ ਕਰਤ ਬਿਕਾਰ ਬਿਖੜੇ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਨੇਰ ਹੂ ਤੇ ਨੇਰਿਆ ॥
look karat bikaar bikh-rhay parabh nayr hoo tay nayri-aa.
Secretly, I commit hideous sins of corruption, even though God is the nearest of the near.
ਬਿਨਵੰਤਿ ਨਾਨਕ ਦਇਆ ਧਾਰਹੁ ਕਾਢਿ ਭਵਜਲ ਫੇਰਿਆ ॥੧॥
binvant naanak da-i-aa Dhaarahu kaadh bhavjal fayri-aa. ||1||
Prays Nanak, shower me with Your Mercy, Lord, and lift me up, out of the whirlpool of the terrifying world-ocean. ||1||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

Save me, however you can; One, I am yours.

My faults are countless — how could I even count them?

The wrongs I have done are beyond number; day by day I keep slipping.

I am drunk on attachment to illusion, the deceiver; only by your grace can I be saved.

Secretly I do things I shouldn't, though the One is the nearest of the near.

Nanak prays: shower your mercy, One, and lift me out of the whirlpool of the frightening ocean.

There's the whole human predicament: we hide our failings as if no one sees, forgetting the One is closer than our own breath — there's no secret from it. But instead of despair, the honesty flows straight into asking for mercy.
The deeper layer

The first Chhant verse is an honest confession, and it turns on one piercing line: "secretly I commit hideous sins, even though God is the nearest of the near." There is the whole human predicament — we hide our failings as if no one sees, forgetting that the One is closer than close, present in the very heart where the hiding happens. There is no secret from what is nearer than your own breath. But note the tone: this is not despair but a plea for mercy — "only by Your Grace can I be saved... lift me out of the whirlpool." The confession, however heavy, flows straight into trust. He does not hide the faults; he brings them, all of them uncounted, to the One who was never fooled anyway.

A Question to Sit With

Is there really any hiding from something closer to you than your own breath? What happens when you stop hiding and simply ask for help?

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