Sikhism·Raag Kaydaaraa·Shabad 18
Verse 4 of 4

Searching, and Finally Found

ਖੋਜਤ ਖੋਜਤ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਮਿਲੇ ਹਰਿ ਕਰੁਣਾ ਧਾਰੇ ॥
khojat khojat parabh milay har karunaa Dhaaray.
Searching and searching, I have met with my Lord God, who has showered me with His Mercy.
ਨਿਰਗੁਣੁ ਨੀਚੁ ਅਨਾਥੁ ਮੈ ਨਹੀ ਦੋਖ ਬੀਚਾਰੇ ॥
nirgun neech anaath mai nahee dokh beechaaray.
I am unworthy, a lowly orphan, but He does not even consider my faults.
ਨਹੀ ਦੋਖ ਬੀਚਾਰੇ ਪੂਰਨ ਸੁਖ ਸਾਰੇ ਪਾਵਨ ਬਿਰਦੁ ਬਖਾਨਿਆ ॥
nahee dokh beechaaray pooran sukh saaray paavan birad bakhaani-aa.
He does not consider my faults; He has blessed me with Perfect Peace. It is said that it is His Way to purify us.
ਭਗਤਿ ਵਛਲੁ ਸੁਨਿ ਅੰਚਲੋੁ ਗਹਿਆ ਘਟਿ ਘਟਿ ਪੂਰ ਸਮਾਨਿਆ ॥
bhagat vachhal sun anchlo gahi-aa ghat ghat poor samaani-aa.
Hearing that He is the Love of His devotees, I have grasped the hem of His robe. He is totally permeating each and every heart.
ਸੁਖ ਸਾਗਰੋੁ ਪਾਇਆ ਸਹਜ ਸੁਭਾਇਆ ਜਨਮ ਮਰਨ ਦੁਖ ਹਾਰੇ ॥
sukh saagro paa-i-aa sahj subhaa-i-aa janam maran dukh haaray.
I have found the Lord, the Ocean of Peace, with intuitive ease; the pains of birth and death are gone.
ਕਰੁ ਗਹਿ ਲੀਨੇ ਨਾਨਕ ਦਾਸ ਅਪਨੇ ਰਾਮ ਨਾਮ ਉਰਿ ਹਾਰੇ ॥੪॥੧॥
kar geh leenay naanak daas apnay raam naam ur haaray. ||4||1||
Taking him by the hand, the Lord has saved Nanak, His slave; He has woven the garland of His Name into his heart. ||4||1||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

I searched and searched, and at last the One met me and poured out kindness.

I came empty-handed, with nothing to show and no one behind me — yet the One never held my mistakes against me.

Setting my faults aside, I was given a full, settled peace. It is simply the One's nature to make hearts clean again.

I heard how tenderly the One loves those who reach out. So I grabbed hold and would not let go, and found that same One filling every heart.

I found an ocean of peace with the most natural ease. The old aches of coming and going melted away.

The One took Nanak by the hand, and now the Name is woven through my heart like a garland I always wear.

You do not have to arrive worthy — you only have to reach, and refuse to let go.
The deeper layer

After a long search, the One met me and did not count my faults.

Khojat khojat parabh milay: searching and searching, I met the One. The verse says nirgun neech anaath: without merit, lowly, with no one to lean on. Read it as coming empty-handed, not as putting yourself down.

Birad means the One's own nature. It is simply the One's way to make hearts clean. Bhagat vachhal means the One who loves devotees. Hearing that, the singer grabs the anchlo, the edge of the robe, and holds on. Think of a small child in a crowd holding tight to a parent's coat.

Raam naam ur haaray: the Name worn like a garland in the heart. The Chhant ends here, in lasting closeness.

A Question to Sit With

What would it feel like to be fully accepted, mistakes and all?

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