Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa
Just hearing news of you — again and again — keeps me alive. You are my beloved, my master, so great that I cannot even take in how vast you are. Only you understand your own ways; I cannot figure them out. So I simply hold on to your support, lord of the whole world. You are what I lean on.
This Rahao opens with a striking claim about hearing. Sun sun jeevaa soe tumaaree — "by sun sun (hearing and hearing) the soe (news, report, tidings) of you, I jeevaa (live)." Not "I enjoy hearing about you" — "I live by hearing about you." Even news of the Beloved is life-giving. Think of how a lover lives for any word about the one they love, how a child far from home comes alive at news from family. The seeker is kept alive simply by hearing of the One — and the doubling sun sun shows it is continual, a steady listening that sustains her breath by breath.
Toon preetam thaakur at bhaaree — "you are my preetam (beloved) and thaakur (master), at bhaaree (utterly great, immensely weighty)." Here again the section's two notes held together: the One is both the intimate beloved and the immense master (recall laal and athaah, Shabad 14). You can love it tenderly and stand in awe of its greatness.
And then humility before that greatness: tumre kartab tum hee jaanhu — "your kartab (doings, ways) only you know" (recall aape jaaneh, Shabad 26; keemat kahan na jaaee, Shabad 12). The seeker stops trying to figure the One out — the ways of the immense Beloved are beyond her understanding. So what does she do instead? Tumree ot gopaalaa — "I take your ot (support, refuge), O gopaal (sustainer of the world)." Unable to comprehend the One, she simply leans on it. This is the wisdom of the verse: you do not need to understand the vast Beloved to rest in it. When something is too great to grasp, you can still hold on to it for support. The Rahao sets the shabad's theme — kept alive by hearing of the Beloved, the seeker stops trying to comprehend and simply takes refuge.
The seeker stops trying to "figure out" the One and simply leans on it for support. Is there something too big for you to fully understand that you can still trust and rely on?
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