Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa
If someone added up every single thing you ever did and demanded you pay it all back, who could possibly settle that bill? You won't find peace by counting and bargaining — "I did this many good things, this many bad things." That math never balances. The real peace comes from somewhere else entirely: the True One simply forgives, and the moment He forgives, He pulls you right into Himself.
This verse says nobody could ever pay off a full account of their life, and the One doesn't keep score. The One forgives and gathers us home.
Guru Amar Das takes apart the whole idea of scorekeeping. Laykhaa maagai taa kin dee-ai means "when the account is asked for, who can pay it?" Laykhaa means an account, a bill. The honest answer is: no one. If being saved depended on a perfect list of good deeds outweighing bad ones, every single being would fail. This isn't meant to scare you. It is meant to free you from a game no one can win.
Sukh naahee fun doo-ai tee-ai means "there is no peace in counting by twos and threes." It gently teases the counting mind. The ego loves to make deals: "If I do enough good, I'll be safe." Like a kid saying, "I cleaned my room, so now I get two cookies." But that deal-making keeps you stuck in a feeling of two: me over here, God over there, and a deal between us. As long as there is bargaining, there are still two sides. And peace can't come where there is still a gap.
The answer is bakhshish: grace, forgiveness, freely given. Aapay bakhas la-ay parabh saachaa means "the True Lord Himself forgives." Aapay bakhas milaavani-aa means "having forgiven, He joins them to Himself." Forgiveness here isn't a trade at all. It is the two becoming One again.
That is the deepest comfort in Guru Amar Das's teaching. You aren't saved by your scorecard. You are gathered back into the wholeness you never really left. Some readers may see a likeness to the idea of grace in Christianity, or to the Sufi idea of fanaa, melting into the Beloved. In each, you aren't paid for. You are taken home.
Do you treat being good as a deal you're trying to win — and what would change if you stopped keeping score?
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