Sikhism·Raag Todee·Shabad 9
Verse 2 of 3

Collapse at the Door and Be Caught

ਅਵਰ ਨ ਸੂਝੈ ਦੂਜੀ ਠਾਹਰ ਹਾਰਿ ਪਰਿਓ ਤਉ ਦੁਆਰੀ ॥
avar na soojhai doojee thaahar haar pari-o ta-o du-aaree.
I cannot see any other place of shelter; I have grown weary, and collapsed at Your door.
ਲੇਖਾ ਛੋਡਿ ਅਲੇਖੈ ਛੂਟਹ ਹਮ ਨਿਰਗੁਨ ਲੇਹੁ ਉਬਾਰੀ ॥੧॥
laykhaa chhod alaykhai chhootah ham nirgun layho ubaaree. ||1||
Please ignore my account; only then may I be saved. I am worthless - please, save me! ||1||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

I can't find anywhere else to go; I'm worn out, and I've sunk down right at Your door.

Don't add up all my mistakes — just let me through. I've got nothing to offer; please, catch me.

You don't have to earn your way in — sometimes you just collapse at the door and are caught.
The deeper layer

This is one of the most vulnerable verses in Todee: "I have grown weary, and collapsed at Your door." No pretense of worthiness — "please ignore my account" literally asks the One not to tally up the ledger of wrongs. "I am worthless" is not self-hatred here but honest emptiness of hands — the recognition that one cannot earn rescue and can only be given it. This is the exact posture the tradition trusts: not the strong bargaining, but the exhausted being caught.

A Question to Sit With

Is it hard to ask for help when you have nothing to offer in return? Why might that kind of asking be okay?

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