Sikhism·Raag Tukhaari·Shabad 1
Verse 9 of 17

Saawan — Rain Clouds and the Ache of Longing

ਸਾਵਣਿ ਸਰਸ ਮਨਾ ਘਣ ਵਰਸਹਿ ਰੁਤਿ ਆਏ ॥
saavan saras manaa ghan varseh rut aa-ay.
In Saawan, be happy, O my mind. The rainy season has come, and the clouds have burst into showers.
ਮੈ ਮਨਿ ਤਨਿ ਸਹੁ ਭਾਵੈ ਪਿਰ ਪਰਦੇਸਿ ਸਿਧਾਏ ॥
mai man tan saho bhaavai pir pardays siDhaa-ay.
My mind and body are pleased by my Lord, but my Beloved has gone away.
ਪਿਰੁ ਘਰਿ ਨਹੀ ਆਵੈ ਮਰੀਐ ਹਾਵੈ ਦਾਮਨਿ ਚਮਕਿ ਡਰਾਏ ॥
pir ghar nahee aavai maree-ai haavai daaman chamak daraa-ay.
My Beloved has not come home, and I am dying of the sorrow of separation. The lightning flashes, and I am scared.
ਸੇਜ ਇਕੇਲੀ ਖਰੀ ਦੁਹੇਲੀ ਮਰਣੁ ਭਇਆ ਦੁਖੁ ਮਾਏ ॥
sayj ikaylee kharee duhaylee maran bha-i-aa dukh maa-ay.
My bed is lonely, and I am suffering in agony. I am dying in pain, O my mother!
ਹਰਿ ਬਿਨੁ ਨੀਦ ਭੂਖ ਕਹੁ ਕੈਸੀ ਕਾਪੜੁ ਤਨਿ ਨ ਸੁਖਾਵਏ ॥
har bin need bhookh kaho kaisee kaaparh tan na sukhaava-ay.
Tell me - without the Lord, how can I sleep, or feel hungry? My clothes give no comfort to my body.
ਨਾਨਕ ਸਾ ਸੋਹਾਗਣਿ ਕੰਤੀ ਪਿਰ ਕੈ ਅੰਕਿ ਸਮਾਵਏ ॥੯॥
naanak saa sohagan kantee pir kai ank samaav-ay. ||9||
O Nanak, she alone is a happy soul-bride, who merges in the Being of her Beloved Husband Lord. ||9||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

In Saawan, be glad, my heart! The rainy season has come, and the clouds burst into showers.

My mind and body love my Lord, but my Beloved has gone away.

My Beloved has not come home, and missing You hurts so much. The lightning flashes, and I am scared.

My bed is lonely, and I ache all over. Oh mother, this pain is too much for me.

Tell me — without the One, how can I sleep, or even feel hungry? My clothes give my body no comfort.

Nanak says: the happy heart is the one that rests in the Beloved's embrace.

The happy heart rests in the Beloved's embrace.
The deeper layer

The same rain can feel so different.

Saawan is the monsoon month, around July and August. In this song of the twelve months, it is where the missing feels strongest. The old word for that feeling is viraha, the ache of being apart from someone you love.

The rain comes and the heart should be glad. But the one it loves feels far away. The lightning flashes and the heart jumps. The words in the verse are very strong: "I am dying of it, O mother." That is how the old poems said "I miss you so much it hurts." It is a picture of deep longing, and it always points toward coming home.

Think of a thunderstorm at night. If you are alone in your room, every flash feels scary. If your family is right beside you on the couch, the same storm feels cozy, even fun.

That is the point. The rain is the same. The only difference is whether the heart rests close to the One it loves. The last line says it: pir kai ank samaav-ay, "she rests folded in the arms of the Beloved." That heart is the happy one.

A Question to Sit With

When you miss someone, what helps you feel close to them even from far away?

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa·How we use AI

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