Sikhism·Raag Devgandhaari·Shabad 5
Verse 3 of 3

I am a sacrifice to one who sings the Glorious Praises of the Lord.

ਹਮਰੀ ਮੁਦ੍ਰ ਨਾਮੁ ਹਰਿ ਸੁਆਮੀ ਰਿਦ ਅੰਤਰਿ ਦੁਸਟ ਦੁਸਟਾਰੀ ॥
hamaree mudhr naam har suaamee ridh a(n)tar dhusaT dhusaTaaree ||
I appear to chant the Lord's Name, but within my heart, I am the most wicked of the wicked.
ਜਿਉ ਭਾਵੈ ਤਿਉ ਰਾਖਹੁ ਸੁਆਮੀ ਜਨ ਨਾਨਕ ਸਰਣਿ ਤੁਮੑਾਰੀ ॥੨॥੫॥
jiau bhaavai tiau raakhahu suaamee jan naanak saran tum(h)aaree ||2||5||
As it pleases You, save me, O Lord and Master; servant Nanak seeks Your Sanctuary. ||2||5||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

On the outside I look like I'm saying the Name, but inside my heart I'm as tangled as anyone.

Save me however you see fit — Nanak comes to your shelter.

When you see something you don't like in yourself, the healthy move isn't to punish yourself — it's to be honest and then hand it to kinder hands.
The deeper layer

The confession completes itself and then does the only healthy thing with it: hands it over. "Inside I'm the most wicked of the wicked" — again, this is the language of a heart being scrupulously honest, and the very next breath is sanctuary: "save me however you see fit." This is the crucial pattern. The self-honesty does not curdle into despair or self-punishment; it flows straight into trust. You see the gap clearly, you don't pretend, and then you place the whole thing in kinder hands than your own. That movement — honesty followed by trust — is the healthy shape of a conscience. (Note: the fierce self-description is the poet's raw honesty; the teaching is the handing-over, not the harshness.)

A Question to Sit With

What's the difference between honestly noticing a fault and beating yourself up over it?

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