Sikhism·Raag Devgandhaari·Shabad 9
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O mother, I hear of death, and think of it, and I am filled with fear.

ਮਾਈ ਸੁਨਤ ਸੋਚ ਭੈ ਡਰਤ ॥
maiee sunat soch bhai ddarat ||
O mother, I hear of death, and think of it, and I am filled with fear.
ਮੇਰ ਤੇਰ ਤਜਉ ਅਭਿਮਾਨਾ ਸਰਨਿ ਸੁਆਮੀ ਕੀ ਪਰਤ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥
mer ter tajau abhimaanaa saran suaamee kee parat ||1|| rahaau ||
Renouncing 'mine and yours' and egotism, I have sought the Sanctuary of the Lord and Master. ||1||Pause||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

O mother, I hear of death and think about it, and fear fills me.

So I let go of 'mine and yours' and of the puffed-up self, and took shelter with the One.

Even the fear of dying can be useful — it can loosen your grip on all the things you can't keep anyway, and point you toward what really lasts.
The deeper layer

This is a rare and honest admission: the thought of death brings fear. Guru Arjan does not pretend to be above it. But watch what he does with the fear — he lets it drive him toward, not away. The fear of death loosens his grip on "mine and yours" (all the grabbing and self-importance) and sends him into sanctuary. Fear, honestly faced, can be a teacher: it shows you what you were clinging to that you cannot keep anyway, and it points you toward what cannot be lost. This is haumai (the illusion of the separate self) being quietly set down under the pressure of a real question.

A Question to Sit With

What do the things you call 'mine' really give you? What would still be yours if you let go of them?

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