Sikhism·Raag Dhanaasaree·Shabad 19
Verse 4 of 5

So Small, Yet Longing to Meet You

ਕਿਆ ਹਮ ਕਿਰਮ ਨਾਨ੍ਹ੍ਹ ਨਿਕ ਕੀਰੇ ਤੁਮ੍ਹ੍ਹ ਵਡ ਪੁਰਖ ਵਡਾਗੀ ॥
ki-aa ham kiram naanH nik keeray tumH vad purakh vadaagee.
What are we? Tiny worms, and microscopic germs. You are our great and glorious Lord and Master.
ਤੁਮ੍ਹ੍ਹਰੀ ਗਤਿ ਮਿਤਿ ਕਹਿ ਨ ਸਕਹ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਹਮ ਕਿਉ ਕਰਿ ਮਿਲਹ ਅਭਾਗੀ ॥੩॥
tumHree gat mit kahi na sakah parabh ham ki-o kar milah abhaagee. ||3||
I cannot describe Your state and extent. O God, how can we unfortunate ones meet with You? ||3||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

Next to You I feel as small as a tiny creature in the grass, and You are vast and glorious.

I cannot even describe how great You are — so how could small, ordinary me ever hope to meet You?

Feeling small before something vast is the beginning of longing, not shame.
The deeper layer

Feeling small next to something huge is honest, not shameful.

Ki-aa ham kiram — what are we? Tiny creatures. This is not someone disliking themselves. It is like standing on a beach at night under a sky full of stars. You feel small, and it is a good, true feeling.

Then comes a real and beautiful ache. Ham ki-o kar milah — how can we ever meet You? The next verse answers it. Meeting does not depend on how big we are. It happens because grace reaches down to us.

A Question to Sit With

When has standing before something huge — the ocean, the stars — made you feel small in a good way?

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