Sikhism·Raag Kaydaaraa·Shabad 18
Verse 2 of 4

Like a Fish for Water

ਹਰਿ ਪ੍ਰੇਮ ਭਗਤਿ ਜਨ ਬੇਧਿਆ ਸੇ ਆਨ ਕਤ ਜਾਹੀ ॥
har paraym bhagat jan bayDhi-aa say aan kat jaahee.
The Lord's humble servant is pierced through with loving devotion to Him; where else can he go?
ਮੀਨੁ ਬਿਛੋਹਾ ਨਾ ਸਹੈ ਜਲ ਬਿਨੁ ਮਰਿ ਪਾਹੀ ॥
meen bichhohaa naa sahai jal bin mar paahee.
The fish cannot endure separation, and without water, it will die.
ਹਰਿ ਬਿਨੁ ਕਿਉ ਰਹੀਐ ਦੂਖ ਕਿਨਿ ਸਹੀਐ ਚਾਤ੍ਰਿਕ ਬੂੰਦ ਪਿਆਸਿਆ ॥
har bin ki-o rahee-ai dookh kin sahee-ai chaatrik boond pi-aasi-aa.
Without the Lord, how can I survive? How can I endure the pain? I am like the rainbird, thirsty for the rain-drop.
ਕਬ ਰੈਨਿ ਬਿਹਾਵੈ ਚਕਵੀ ਸੁਖੁ ਪਾਵੈ ਸੂਰਜ ਕਿਰਣਿ ਪ੍ਰਗਾਸਿਆ ॥
kab rain bihaavai chakvee sukh paavai sooraj kiran pargaasi-aa.
"When will the night pass?," asks the chakvi bird. "I shall find peace only when the rays of the sun shine on me."
ਹਰਿ ਦਰਸਿ ਮਨੁ ਲਾਗਾ ਦਿਨਸੁ ਸਭਾਗਾ ਅਨਦਿਨੁ ਹਰਿ ਗੁਣ ਗਾਹੀ ॥
har daras man laagaa dinas sabhaagaa an-din har gun gaahee.
My mind is attached to the Blessed Vision of the Lord. Blessed are the nights and days, when I sing the Glorious Praises of the Lord,
ਨਾਨਕ ਦਾਸੁ ਕਹੈ ਬੇਨੰਤੀ ਕਤ ਹਰਿ ਬਿਨੁ ਪ੍ਰਾਣ ਟਿਕਾਹੀ ॥੨॥
naanak daas kahai baynantee kat har bin paraan tikaahee. ||2||
Slave Nanak utters this prayer; without the Lord, how can the breath of life continue to flow through me? ||2||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

Once love for the One pierces your heart, nothing else can pull you away.

A fish cannot live pulled out of water; that is how much I need the One — being apart even feels like not being able to breathe.

I am like the rainbird waiting with an open beak for a single drop, like the chakvi bird longing through the night for the first ray of sun.

My whole mind is fixed on that longed-for sight, and blessed are the days and nights when I get to sing of the One.

Nanak prays: without the One, how could the breath of life keep flowing in me?

Longing for the One is not emptiness — it is love showing how deep it runs.
The deeper layer

Love for the One is as needed as water is for a fish.

Viraha means the ache of being apart from someone you love. Here it is shown with a fish and two birds. Meen bichhohaa naa sahai: the fish cannot bear being apart from water. The chaatrik, a rainbird, waits for a single drop of rain: chaatrik boond pi-aasi-aa, the rainbird thirsty for a drop. The chakvee bird waits all night for the sun: kab rain bihaavai, when will the night pass? The old story says she is apart from her mate all night, and they meet again at dawn.

Think of waiting at the airport for someone you love to walk through the gate. The waiting aches because the love is big.

This longing is not despair. It shows how deep love's roots go. The ache itself is proof of the bond.

A Question to Sit With

What do you miss so much when it is gone that you know how much it means to you?

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