Sikhism·Raag Soohee·Shabad 132
Verse 4 of 4

I Come to Your Door Just As I Am

ਦੁਖੀਆ ਦਰਦਵੰਦੁ ਦਰਿ ਆਇਆ ॥
dukhee-aa daradvand dar aa-i-aa.
Suffering in pain, I have come to Your Door, O Compassionate Lord.
ਬਹੁਤੁ ਪਿਆਸ ਜਬਾਬੁ ਨ ਪਾਇਆ ॥
bahut pi-aas jabaab na paa-i-aa.
I am so thirsty for You, but You do not answer me.
ਕਹਿ ਰਵਿਦਾਸ ਸਰਨਿ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਤੇਰੀ ॥
kahi ravidaas saran parabh tayree.
Says Ravi Daas, I seek Your Sanctuary, God;
ਜਿਉ ਜਾਨਹੁ ਤਿਉ ਕਰੁ ਗਤਿ ਮੇਰੀ ॥੩॥੧॥
ji-o jaanhu ti-o kar gat mayree. ||3||1||
as You know me, so will You save me. ||3||1||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

Sometimes we come to the One tired, aching, and thirsty for comfort — and it can feel, for a while, as if no answer comes.

Even then, we can simply say: here I am, at Your door, just as I am. I trust You to care for me in the way that is best. That trust itself is a kind of arriving home.

We can come just as we are and trust the One to care for us in the best way.
The deeper layer

Even when we feel tired and unanswered, we can come to the One just as we are, and trust.

Dukhee-aa daradvand dar aa-i-aa — "I come to Your door, hurting and full of longing." Bahut pi-aas jabaab na paa-i-aa — "I am so thirsty, and no answer comes."

Ravidas says this honestly. Then he does not give up. Saran prabh tayree — "I take shelter with You." Ji-o jaanhu ti-o kar gat mayree — "Take care of me in whatever way You know is best."

Think of a small child who is upset and runs to a parent's arms. The child does not need the answer yet. Being held is enough to start with. That trust, even while waiting, is a kind of arriving home.

A Question to Sit With

What helps you keep trusting even when an answer hasn't come yet?

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