Sikhism·Raag Jaitsree·Shabad 31
Verse 48 of 60

I Have Wandered Enough; Now I Am Tired

ਪਉੜੀ ॥
pa-orhee.
Pauree:
ਮੇਲਿ ਲੈਹੁ ਦਇਆਲ ਢਹਿ ਪਏ ਦੁਆਰਿਆ ॥
mayl laihu da-i-aal dheh pa-ay du-aari-aa.
Unite with me, O Merciful Lord; I have fallen at Your Door.
ਰਖਿ ਲੇਵਹੁ ਦੀਨ ਦਇਆਲ ਭ੍ਰਮਤ ਬਹੁ ਹਾਰਿਆ ॥
rakh layvhu deen da-i-aal bharmat baho haari-aa.
O Merciful to the meek, save me. I have wandered enough; now I am tired.
ਭਗਤਿ ਵਛਲੁ ਤੇਰਾ ਬਿਰਦੁ ਹਰਿ ਪਤਿਤ ਉਧਾਰਿਆ ॥
bhagat vachhal tayraa birad har patit uDhaari-aa.
It is Your very nature to love Your devotees, and save sinners.
ਤੁਝ ਬਿਨੁ ਨਾਹੀ ਕੋਇ ਬਿਨਉ ਮੋਹਿ ਸਾਰਿਆ ॥
tujh bin naahee ko-ay bin-o mohi saari-aa.
Without You, there is no other at all; I offer this prayer to You.
ਕਰੁ ਗਹਿ ਲੇਹੁ ਦਇਆਲ ਸਾਗਰ ਸੰਸਾਰਿਆ ॥੧੬॥
kar geh layho da-i-aal saagar sansaari-aa. ||16||
Take me by the hand, O Merciful Lord, and carry me across the world-ocean. ||16||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

Unite with me, merciful One; I have fallen at your door.

Kind to the helpless, save me. I have wandered enough; now I am tired.

It is your very nature to love your devotees and save the fallen.

Without you there is no other at all; this is my prayer to you.

Take me by the hand, merciful One, and carry me across the world-ocean.

'I have wandered enough; now I am tired.' The purest tired surrender — and the plea rests not on the seeker's worth but on the One's very nature: saving is simply what you do. And the tenderest request of all: 'take me by the hand and carry me across.'
The deeper layer

This Pauree is one of the most moving prayers in the Vaar, built entirely of tired surrender: "I have wandered enough; now I am tired." The exhaustion that recurs across these raags (Devgandhaari's "save me or kill me," Shabad 19's "worn out I have fallen at Your Door") reaches its purest expression here. And the ground of the plea is beautiful: "it is Your very nature to love Your devotees and save sinners" (birad). The seeker does not appeal to his own worth but to the One's character — saving is simply what You do. And the final request is the tenderest gesture: "take me by the hand... and carry me across." Not "teach me to swim," but "take my hand and carry me." The whole weight of the crossing laid on the One who, by nature, carries.

A Question to Sit With

When you're truly worn out, is it a relief to stop trying to do it all yourself and simply reach for a hand to carry you?

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa·How we use AI

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