Sikhism·Raag Soohee·Shabad 68
Verse 1 of 5

I Came, and Here I Am

ਸੂਹੀ ਮਹਲਾ ੫ ॥
soohee mehlaa 5.
Soohee, Fifth Mehl:
ਤਉ ਮੈ ਆਇਆ ਸਰਨੀ ਆਇਆ ॥
ta-o mai aa-i-aa sarnee aa-i-aa.
I have come to You. I have come to Your Sanctuary.
ਭਰੋਸੈ ਆਇਆ ਕਿਰਪਾ ਆਇਆ ॥
bharosai aa-i-aa kirpaa aa-i-aa.
I have come to place my faith in You. I have come seeking Mercy.
ਜਿਉ ਭਾਵੈ ਤਿਉ ਰਾਖਹੁ ਸੁਆਮੀ ਮਾਰਗੁ ਗੁਰਹਿ ਪਠਾਇਆ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥
ji-o bhaavai ti-o raakho su-aamee maarag gureh pathaa-i-aa. ||1|| rahaa-o.
If it pleases You, save me, O my Lord and Master. The Guru has placed me upon the Path. ||1||Pause||

Translation by Dr. Sant Singh Khalsa

In plain words

I came to You, and I came to Your shelter — I brought my whole self and just showed up.

I came trusting You, hoping for kindness. Keep me however You see best; the teaching is what set me on this path.

Sometimes the bravest thing is simply to show up and trust.
The deeper layer

I have come to You, and I am here to stay.

This is the "Rahao," the pause line at the center of the shabad. It is built on one word said again and again: aa-i-aa, "I have come." Ta-o mai aa-i-aa sarnee aa-i-aa: I have come to You, I have come to Your shelter.

Bharosai aa-i-aa: I have come in trust. This trust is more than believing something is true. It is leaning your whole weight on it, like falling back into a friend's arms in a trust game.

Ji-o bhaavai ti-o raakho: keep me however You like. Maarag gureh pathaa-i-aa: the Guru put me on this road. Showing up and trusting is the whole of it.

A Question to Sit With

When has just showing up, even unsure, turned out to be enough?

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